Times Flies....

My son AJ turned 2 on the 20th of this month wow how time flies. It feels like just yesterday he was born now he's walking and talking and hitting and boy does he love to hit it's getting on my nerves. I took him for his 2 year check up on Monday and they told me that he has a heart murmur and they think he's autistic I don't think he is...I hope he isn't everyone that knows him doesn't see him at all in this way. So any way I'm off to watch tv for a little bit Ta Ta for now!!!

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3 years!!!

Three years ago on September 27th Jon and I got married in a small court wedding. The only people who were there was his mom and his grandma. Wow I can't believe we've made it this long! The way we fight and how jealous I am I didn't think it was gonna last a year let alone 3! Lol! I'm happy that we are still together. I hope we stay together for a long long time ha ha! Next month it's kind of a busy month in 2 weeks we have Disney on Ice!!! Yay! I love anything Disney so I hope Jon tries to get a job with ESPN ha ha! Then 2 weeks after that it's AJ's 2nd bday party wow time flies by so quickly I can't believe he's already 2 I can still remember the day he was born! My baby is growing so fast. Other than that I gotta go by lap top is about to die see you all next time.

Jon and I on our 3 yr anniversary! Love you babe!

What A Day!

My new haircut!

Wow this day started off with a bang and it just doesn't stop! So last night we checked our mail because I read on an email that CYFD was gonna start cutting families from the child assistance program so I wanted to see if we were being cut as well. So at 11 at night my husband goes out to check the mail he gets back and says nope nothing from CYFD but we did get something from the state of Wyoming. So in my head I'm jumping for joy nothing from CYFD but WAIT! What did he say something from Wyoming??? Why in the world would they have our address here unless someone gave it to them. He opens up the letter at it says that they are withholding money from him his checks for child support for Rowan, so the first question in my mind is can they pull from 2 states for the same child. So after freaking about not having any money left from his pay check we decide to go to bed. So first thing he does this morning is call Texas and they tell him they are still withholding from him his check and that his license is up for suspension if he doesn't send 2000 dollars  with in the next few days! 2000!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whoa! Wait! How! Yea thats what i was thinking! OMG, so  then he gets a hold of Wyoming they tell him that they are taking over the case and that we would be paying them directly now and that he doesn't have to give the 2000 right now, if Texas cooperates. Ahh....So I'm more then stressed right now and then we have gone so over budget this month it's not funny I swear.  All the money I had saved up for us moving in Jan is almost gone! What are we gonna do yea we have places to live but I got so used to living by myself it's gonna be hard to live with my parents or his parents again. Other than that I cut my hair this week and i like it! Its so much lighter now! Talk to you again later!

Sudden Stop

Sometimes life passes you by so quickly that you don't even notice things going on around you and then you hit a wall and it's like a sudden stop.  Thats how i feel right now, last night I found out that one of the girls I've known for about 18 yrs passed away.  It seemed so unreal and still does.  How can such a thing happen when you have children who need you.  All I can think about it is how would my kids survive if I wasn't here. I'm hoping her husband and family are stronger than mine would be and I hope they make it through this tough time! RIP Linda Steiner, forever you will be in my prayers!!!

At my witts end

so i love my kids to death but wow have they pushed my buttons today. my youngest is pushing the limits right now and wow is strong willed.  he is gonna be hard to teach i believe/i have my work cut out. other than that my husband got a job out at a local new station and works till eleven. ok i willlet you be now till tomorrow

New term

On Monday I start my new term! Every three weeks we start new terms meaning we get new classes. So this term i have anatomy, psychology, and medical law! Wow they sound so hard hopefully I can do it. Other than that I'm pretty sure I got A's this term. I'm proud of my myself. Hopefully I can get A's this time around too starting off on a good foot is always great! My husband is still so stressed at work and I'm trying hard not make him feel bad but we need the extra money right now and I don't know how to explain this part to him you know. This job ends in a week and he can't seem to do it and I totally understand how he feels but its still hard. If I had extra help then I would get a part time job somewhere to help out but I don't. Hopefully the next 9 months goes quick. I know when your pregnant it goes by fast. Well I need to get the laundry together to go in to EP for the weekend.

Why me

Why does it seem that whenever something good comes my way, something always ends up messing it up. For example I recently started the MA program through Computer Career Centers and I like the program and the classes, well some how my husband messed up at work and now doesn't want to be there anymore which I totally understand and I've been in those situations before. He's always let me quit so now it's my turn to let him quit but it came at such a bad timing when we just moved to a bigger apt with a bigger rent payment! Sometimes I just want to scream. Anyway other than that Sasha is sick and she's in EP with my mom because her daycare won't take her back till she's seen a doctor. Which is understandable but living in LC with out any family is hard. Expected trips in to EP is a waste of gas in my opinion. There's no reason in crying over split milk right? I guess not oh well. Have a nice weekend everyone.

Its been a while....

Last time I posted was right before my son decided he wanted to go spend a couple of days in the hospital.  The poor thing had RSV and he stayed there for 4 days. Longest 4 days of my life and so hard on him but he got his breathing treatments and got better quick. Right after he got out we started packing to move and week later we were in our new apartment. I love this house except for the fact that someone got raped right behind our complex. Other than that it's bigger than our old apt and it's all on one floor which is awesome. My daughter turned 3 on March 19 she is such a big girl now! That is her with my stepson Riley. She was a princess. The on April 5th I started a Medical Assisting program. I like the environment there everything is one on one and that's what i need to succeed. I'm hoping to get back to blogging everyday again.

 

Mondays, need I say more....

Usually my days go by super fast and today is no exception. First off I feel  terrible I sent AJ to daycare today even though last night he had a high fever. I had to send him, I needed to go to school and I need to study right now as well. I just feel like a terrible parent. Other than that my weekend went by quick. On Friday we did are usual thing and drove into EP hung out with my mom for a little bit then headed to my MIL house. On Saturday Jon went a played hockey and later we went to the mall he some how ended up buying a new suit and then we went to a bday party at Peter Piper. The place was super packed!!! I didn't end up talking to any of my family, which kind of upset me. Then on Sunday we went to another party which was not as packed and I got to see my cousin whom i never see anymore. So that was nice, but I didn't get any sleep on Sat going into Sun. But last night my hubby let me sleep for the most part which was nice!!! I'm so glad he did. Today I have to go to Walmart and Sams yuck! It's the beginning of month so I have to get everything for month and week. Err... really not in the mood but it's gotta be done. Well off to study....

Everyone is sick!

Hi everyone this is my first blog, I haven't done this in awhile so I need to get used to it again. A little background info on me, my name is Jess and I'm married to Jon together we have 2 kids, Sasha (2 yrs) and AJ (1 yr). We've been married for a little of over 2 yrs now and every day is a rollercoaster ride! Sometimes I feel like I'm just gonna plummet and never come back up, but some how I always do! Well I woke up yesterday (Wednesday) to Sasha crying and laying in bed with us. How and when she came to our bed is unknown. Anyway I touched her cause I could feel all this warmth coming from her body and sure enough she had a fever, great! Last week AJ was sick and he was sick for a good 4 days even up to now he's still having icky diapers. So me thinking that Jon would watch the kids while I went to my 1 class thats only 50 mins, I call her therapist and tell her that she wont be going into to daycare and cancel all appointments they have. Well I woke him up at 10 and asked if he would watch kids for me and to my surprise (not really) he says I have a ton of things to do I have to write my script for tonights show and I have to package a story too. First off he didn't have class because he turned everything in before hand and then he blew off work as well. So what was another 2 hrs that he missed really gonna hurt. The show doesn't air till 6:30. AHHH!!!!  So another day of philosophy missed! First off that teacher is very boring, but it gets me out of the house. If I'm home to long I start getting cabin fever! Thats it for me I hear the goodbye song on Disney meaning that my kids are gonna get up and play soon. Till tomorrow.